EVIL............

If you have been reading my blog for any length of time you will know that my weakness is Trail mix. I know that April is gaw gaw over it too. I bought a couple of the small bags to go in my hubs lunch this past week and I had to sit and look at the little bag of cocaine in the drawer all week. Does he eat it? No, He usually works out of town but has been in town this past week so I have made him a nice lunch. He keeps bringing the little bags of cocaine back home and so just about the time I think I have whooped it, the damn thing appears again. I obviously cannot have them now anyway but I do plan on enjoying some after comp. I never really craved it the last two comps but boy howdy I am this time. I did find a healthy version of the carb loaded cocaine so I thought I would share. Here is the link for it,I plan on making it after comp.

I think whether you compete or not we all have to deal with this on a daily basis. It has been the trail mix for me and next week I am sure it will be something else so I cannot let them derail my efforts. I mean I am kickin ass in the gym and my eating is spot on so why would I want to screw that up? Everyday I wake up and can see my abs a little bit more and then I know that it was all worth it but had I not made the decision to do that, I would have hated myself the next morning because my abs would not be there. I am actually getting the side abs (obliques) and I love it. It is more noticeable on one side than the other but it is something I have never seen before so it is way kewl.